Time to break cycles!
You would think your old enough not to go through the same cycle. Ha! The Bible says nothing is new under the sun. Ecclesiastes 1:9 NIV What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun.
Here I am in my fifties facing a cycle I had in school. Standing in front of a class speaking. In this instance it’s sitting in front of a class speaking to children! Really! Well it should be a piece of cake. You have to remember it’s been years since I have done this and I’m not just speaking to children but to teachers, principals, and other adults. Talk about facing insecurities. Like I’m not good enough? Will they like me? My first instinct is to run and hide or the worst were’s the chocolate? Time to break a cycle and start a new positive cycle. Why am I doing this? Why did I start reading in front a class? The Truth is to spread love to new generations and encourage them to write and read. The children make it fun but I still have that feeling coming in my stomach but I push through it. One cycle at a time down. Thank God I don’t have to do it alone.